Daily I have to take tons of pain medication, just so I can live with little less pain. The simple process of breathing that we take for granted is one of the most difficult & painful thing for me to do. I would be lying if I said I haven't thought of killing myself, just so to end this pain.
However, if possible, I want to live. If possible, I want to stay alive long enough so that I can fight this case against angelo cuzalina, & though it may sound little selfish & greedy, but if possible, I want to live so that I can work on fulfilling the hopes & dreams that I once use to have.
I understand that I have no right to ask you for anything & I also understand that you have no obligation to help me whatsoever. However, this pain has made me more helpless than I could have ever imagined & this suffering appears to have taught me a new meaning & appreciation for even the simplest things in life. And if possible, I would like to try & live this life without this never ending pain - if possible, I would like to smile without being reminded by the stretching scar & if possible - I would like to be happy again. So though I do not have any right to ask you to help me - I still would like to make a plea for help & ask you that if you are able to - then PLEASE, HELP ME!!
I am being advised that Dr. Menick or Dr. Burget are my best hope. Also, recently I was able to set up a consultation with Dr. Menick & he appears to be confident in his skills & suggested below treatment: